- Friday the 13th
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eternallypale- March 13th, 12:55
Yup thats right. Today is Friday the 13th which means awesome things are gonna happen, or so I hope. Right now my car is being fixed at the center for the arts. Some guy who's my dads friend is working on it. He's cool. I'm just waiting at the library for my car and then I'm headed for work. I really wish I could have hung out with Chris today since he decided to skip school. He's a skipper often I've noticed. Can't blame the poor guy since he just finished the act yesterday. Gosh that thing sucked and I took it twice. Anywho...as always I really miss him. He really is like a drug now sadly but it's a good thing I think. Heather doesn't really agree. She's had a few break ups where she actually loved that person and it really broke her heart so she keeps telling me things like "we're not gonna last" or "don't get to attached or fall in love cause it's gonna hurt even more later." She might be right but I kinda can't help falling in love and I actually think I have. I mean I tell Chris I love him all the time but I don't know if he knows exactly that I've completely fallen for him. It's scary stuff. If anything it's his fault :P he's just that cute. Just the other day he told me that he had a dream that I broke up with him. The strangest thing is that I had the same kind of dream that same night and it was horrible. He said he woke up almost crying. I totally fell for him again when he said that. <3 Heather actually said we were that connected to have the same dream that night. It just seems so strange to me but it's really the coolest thing ever. I just hope everything turns out for the best. Wow I sound like a total love sap right now. I guess I kinda am then. LOL I'm a sucker for romance :P Well as always I'm bored and going to find something else to do with my time. Peace out yo <3
- Break down
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- eternallypale
- March 11th, 0:37
depressed
So I ended up spending the entire day with Chris & Lance yesterday. Poor Megan was sick which was a real bummer although I had a great time with the guys. Lets see, we watched a movie @ Lances house then played basketball. We threw candy hearts at each other instead of eating them. Then we all decided we were in a great need for taco bell so yeah we got tacos. Then we went to Kmart to get my schedule for the week and saw Anna Banana and we laughed with her for a little while. Lance decided to mess around @ Dunhams so we played golf there and threw soccer balls around. Next trip was the library. We played a game called 'winter bells' which is a little white rabbit that hops on bells until our time was up online. Then we lay on the amazing couches & chairs in the teen room reading anime & laughing. Tridge came next. We had 2 see the flooded river. I made us walk down some freaky path in the dark until I was to scared to go further. LOL & when all else failed we went to Walmart. We got some junk food and ate in my car intil after 11pm. I took Lance home & Chris & I sat in my car until after 1am in front of his house as I kinda broke down about my mom and how much I miss everything. I had the hardest time not crying in front of him. I love him so much <3 Then I got home & everyone was sleeping but I was sobbing my eyes out the entire drive home & had to wake dad up to talk with him. I told him how I missed mom and I was just feeling extremely depressed that night. I cried for a good 3 hours and finally went to bed. I hugged my dad that night which doesn't happen often. But I do feel better today other than the stange slight sickness that kept me in bed all day. Lets just hope tomorrow is better.
- Monday
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- eternallypale
- March 9th, 18:19
Randomly sitting at the Midland Library with Chris & Lance. Midland is that boring that we come to the library for fun. Although I'm thinking of searching for a book. I really need something to read. :P Well I have no idea what to write at the moment because not much is going on so peace out.
- NEW
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- eternallypale
- March 9th, 1:28
- cold
So I have an old LJ but I haven't used it in FOREVER and I want to start fresh anyway. Since I haven't posted an entry on LJ in FOREVER lets just get the main events out of the way. I've graduated high school and miss it already. I got my first job at Kmart with Anna Banana. I started my first year of college at Delta which sucks. My mother passed away September 21 and that was the hardest thing to go through. My brother and I had to leave home and live with our father. I still go to school and work way to much. I FINALLY got a boyfriend who happened to be one of my best friends, Chris Lambert. We started dating December 6. I really do love him. So of all the things that could have happened in just one year happened to me. I've changed COMPLETELY and most of it's for the best. I think I've changed more than I ever will again in my life. Times have been super difficult but I've survived with the help of my best friends. I really wouldn't have made it a week without them and I love them more than they can know for that. So a lot of bad things have happened but a lot of amazing things to that kinda make up for the bad. I'm just glad to be where I'm at & I'm proud of myself.
